Heyy I wasn’t expecting to write this post. I know what spurred it, but I wasn’t expecting to write it. This isn’t a typical post and it won’t be as long as my usual posts because of it. It also probably won’t be my last post like this one, I feel like I owe severalContinue reading “Closure: I’m sorry”
Tag Archives: self love
Being a Woman is Exhausting…
Heyyyy I’m so sorry I didn’t post over the weekend; I was literally packed with things the whole of last week and ended Thursday with finally passing my drivers theory after my third attempt of the month. I then went to Center Parcs with my family over the weekend on what I fear will beContinue reading “Being a Woman is Exhausting…”
September
Heyyyy Wow look at me actually managing to do more than a post a week, who knew that was going to be possible. I’ve been particularly lazy recently and though I know that university beginning will knock me back into schedule I’m trying to take matters into my own hands before. I’m also running onContinue reading “September”
Am I thriving on Tinder? How has Dating Apps affected my Mental Health?
Heyyy I’ve had this in my drafts since the start of August, I’ve been toying with the reality that writing this could cause me more problems than show the benefits. However, as previously mentioned I’ve been single for a very long time and so for me dating apps have been a part of my journeyContinue reading “Am I thriving on Tinder? How has Dating Apps affected my Mental Health?”
Bipolar Disorder
Heyyy I am officially in Carlisle!! I finally moved up north and it’s so far been so amazing. Despite barely leaving my flat I’ve felt so positive and shockingly haven’t been overwhelmed. I noticed last night that I was becoming messy and my room was already slipping and so I made a list of productiveContinue reading “Bipolar Disorder”
Where do I want to be in 5 years?
Heyy I’m so sorry for the inactivity recently, I’ve been dealing with my health which is in turn terrifying me and making me feel very guilty. It’s not a good time to be honest, I’ve been terribly down and have spent a lot of time crying to myself. I’ve had a lot of time toContinue reading “Where do I want to be in 5 years?”
Learning to Love Myself enough to not need a Relationship
Hiyaaa There is more of my life that I have hated myself than loved. That upsets me. I have done so much in my twenty-one years on this planet to look back and think that majority of it I have hated myself is honestly tragic. I went through stages hating my personality, most of myContinue reading “Learning to Love Myself enough to not need a Relationship”
Sacrifice
Heyyyy I’m so sorry this has taken me so long; between doing some university shopping and getting back into this new state of normality I’ve been having some terrible low moods. This has led to a lack of motivation and I am truly struggling to do much without feeling exhausted, I hope that this feelingContinue reading “Sacrifice”
Living with Anxiety
Hey!! I started writing this 3 weeks ago. It wasn’t the planned post for today, but I noticed that the topic was getting me angry and I didn’t want to write in a place of rage so that post will have to wait. My anxiety is the calmest of my mental illnesses, sometimes I physicallyContinue reading “Living with Anxiety”
Things to Live For
Heyyy I had quite a few messages after my last post from people apologising for stuff and honestly that was not my intent and I truly do not want or need any apologies from anyone. This blog is not my way of bashing anyone, it is truly just a way of speaking out about myContinue reading “Things to Live For”
More than a Diagnosis 