Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING

Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”

I’m back

Heyyy I’ve started writing this so many times, I don’t know where to start or what to say. I want to apologise for being gone for a while, I’ll try to explain but I don’t know how well it’s going to go… In April I dropped horrifically, my mental health was at the lowest it’sContinue reading “I’m back”

Dark Thoughts

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”

March

Heyyy Long-time no see, enjoy this look back on the most stressful month I’ve had in ages.  University – Wow compared to my look back on February I’ve had such a different month. I’ve been working at the university, though not often it’s been nice to occasionally get out the house. I’ve had continuous deadlinesContinue reading “March”

Life got better, didn’t it?

Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”

February

Heyyyy everyone I’m so sorry that I’ve had a small break, I’ve had multiple things going on over the past two weeks and haven’t been as focused as I wanted to be.  University – I’ve been strangely unmotivated over the course of February, once my January coursework was in I just sort of fell offContinue reading “February”

One year free from sex…

Hey everyone!!! Hope you are all doing good, despite a few injuries I’ve never felt so good with everything. I’m losing weight and I’m eating less meat which is helping me feel better. I’ve been stressed with all the university work and been dealing with the pain of working through a lot of trauma I’dContinue reading “One year free from sex…”

January

Heyyy January, my birthday month, usually one of my worst months of the year. This year it’s been different, I’m strangely content.  University – The past week has been breakdown-fuelled. We had two group presentations this week and it has led me to countless breakdowns. I was having a chat with someone who despite neverContinue reading “January”

Weight Loss Journey Update!!

Heyyy I posted on my Instagram asking if people would like an update and I was shocked at the people who said yes, so I felt it’s only right to do this. This is also my most viewed “series” on my blog for some reason so hopefully you enjoy this little update. It comes atContinue reading “Weight Loss Journey Update!!”

Happy Birthday to Me!

Heyyyy Here is my first post of 2021, I’m sorry it took so long. I’ve been trying to get the posts sorted but it’s been so difficult to write down how I’ve been feeling. I’m furious how long it’s taken to sit down and write this, even more so that I’m currently writing this fourContinue reading “Happy Birthday to Me!”