Hey everyone I could lie and tell you all that I’ve been so busy I’ve not been able to write but the reality is I deleted 26 drafts from my notes this morning and that’s not even including the ones on my laptop. My life hasn’t always been linear, throughout the past two years onContinue reading “A realistic recap”
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A big return
Hey everyone I’ve been gone over two months, I hope this little update gives you some sense of understanding into how tough the last two months have been. My last post spoke about how overwhelmed I felt, I don’t think I did it justice just how underwater I was. I would cry everyday, I stoppedContinue reading “A big return”
Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING
Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”
I’m back
Heyyy I’ve started writing this so many times, I don’t know where to start or what to say. I want to apologise for being gone for a while, I’ll try to explain but I don’t know how well it’s going to go… In April I dropped horrifically, my mental health was at the lowest it’sContinue reading “I’m back”
Dark Thoughts
TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”
March
Heyyy Long-time no see, enjoy this look back on the most stressful month I’ve had in ages. University – Wow compared to my look back on February I’ve had such a different month. I’ve been working at the university, though not often it’s been nice to occasionally get out the house. I’ve had continuous deadlinesContinue reading “March”
Life got better, didn’t it?
Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”
February
Heyyyy everyone I’m so sorry that I’ve had a small break, I’ve had multiple things going on over the past two weeks and haven’t been as focused as I wanted to be. University – I’ve been strangely unmotivated over the course of February, once my January coursework was in I just sort of fell offContinue reading “February”
One year free from sex…
Hey everyone!!! Hope you are all doing good, despite a few injuries I’ve never felt so good with everything. I’m losing weight and I’m eating less meat which is helping me feel better. I’ve been stressed with all the university work and been dealing with the pain of working through a lot of trauma I’dContinue reading “One year free from sex…”
January
Heyyy January, my birthday month, usually one of my worst months of the year. This year it’s been different, I’m strangely content. University – The past week has been breakdown-fuelled. We had two group presentations this week and it has led me to countless breakdowns. I was having a chat with someone who despite neverContinue reading “January”
More than a Diagnosis 