Happy Birthday to Me!

Heyyyy Here is my first post of 2021, I’m sorry it took so long. I’ve been trying to get the posts sorted but it’s been so difficult to write down how I’ve been feeling. I’m furious how long it’s taken to sit down and write this, even more so that I’m currently writing this fourContinue reading “Happy Birthday to Me!”

Welcome to 2021…

Heyyy This is my last post in 2020 and I’m incredibly shocked and proud. I’ve had this blog for five months now and all I’ve shared has meant so much. I’ve had a few bits of negativity from this, but it’s mainly been positive, I’m so grateful for both the negative and the positive, it’sContinue reading “Welcome to 2021…”

December

Heyyyy It’s a bit late again, I’ve been so busy as most people are around December, but it’s been such a good month I can’t wait to update you all. It is also the last month of 2020, which is incredible- I am so excited for it to be over.  This month has been aboutContinue reading “December”

Why 2020 has been terrible…

Heyyy everyone I began writing this post a week ago then I fell into a state of anxiety and couldn’t finish it. I wanted to but I truly didn’t know how to even put together this year. I began my year in pain, a week prior having had a two-day stint in A&E with aContinue reading “Why 2020 has been terrible…”

What is happiness?

Heyyyy I’ve had a mental time finishing my last essay for block one and then travelling up to Dundee to see the area I am moving to this summer; it’s been a whirlwind and my feet are still in so much pain from all the walking but I’m finally feeling less stressed at my upcomingContinue reading “What is happiness?”

November… it gets harder every year

Hiiii loves I should be more vocal again; it’s the time of the year when my seasonal depression has more than kicked in and though it’s been rough, I’m making my way through the month. Here we go though, here’s my monthly recap with a twist. Two weeks back I mourned, and I fought withContinue reading “November… it gets harder every year”

2 years… what have I learnt?

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE.  Hiii loves Yesterday, 20th of November was 2 years since two life-changing moments in life. My November recap will explain the other one, but this is the important one. It was 2 years since my most dangerous attempt, what have I learnt. Life is what you make of it.  I never thought IContinue reading “2 years… what have I learnt?”

Sorry I’ve been MIA…

Heyyy  I should probably explain myself. There is a post coming soon on November and its significance in my life. There’s also many posts needing to make up for time lost recently. I’ve been struggling. It’s half one on a Thursday afternoon and I’m currently on a train in a National Lockdown escaping the mostContinue reading “Sorry I’ve been MIA…”

Confidence

Heyyy I can’t believe I’ve actually managed to do a post a day. I genuinely didn’t think I’d manage it but here we are. I think I’ve spent so much time writing this week that I haven’t felt the usual anxiety about the upcoming month which genuinely is such a shock to the system. ItContinue reading “Confidence”

What are my proudest achievements?

Heyyy To me achievement is an obsolete word, it has no meaning if you don’t believe it. I’m twenty-one years of age and despite knowing I have a lot to be proud of I struggle to list them. I spent years struggling to work out who I was, what my talents were and what IContinue reading “What are my proudest achievements?”