Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING

Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”

Dark Thoughts

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”

100 days sober

Heyyyy I hope you’ve all been doing well; I’ve had the strangest few days seeing different members of family and a job interview up in Dundee. I’m writing this on route to London where I’m finally getting my Coronavirus vaccine, I can’t wait to finally be a bit safer from this virus after this longContinue reading “100 days sober”

Emotional Hoarding ruined my week

Hiiyaaa I hope everyone has had a good week; it’s been so surreal returning to shops after so long. I didn’t realise how much I missed the concept of walking into a shop and being able to look and feel clothes rather than ordering some VERY hit and miss clothes online. Monday I finally gotContinue reading “Emotional Hoarding ruined my week”

What does it mean to be ‘clever’?

Heyyy Last week was possibly the most stressful week of my time at university, despite only having one deadline, and I’m wiped out. I know we are almost at the end of March and my monthly update is not out, it will be out tomorrow I promise. This month has been mad for me withContinue reading “What does it mean to be ‘clever’?”

Life got better, didn’t it?

Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”

One year free from sex…

Hey everyone!!! Hope you are all doing good, despite a few injuries I’ve never felt so good with everything. I’m losing weight and I’m eating less meat which is helping me feel better. I’ve been stressed with all the university work and been dealing with the pain of working through a lot of trauma I’dContinue reading “One year free from sex…”

My drinking problem…

Heyyyy I’m so sorry I’ve been so silent; I’ve been swamped with coursework and then I’ve been a bit unmotivated to do anything- I’ve literally spent the past week watching Netflix and ignoring all of my responsibilities. I’ve also just got a new job which I can’t wait to begin as a Coronavirus tester atContinue reading “My drinking problem…”