2 years… what have I learnt?

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE.  Hiii loves Yesterday, 20th of November was 2 years since two life-changing moments in life. My November recap will explain the other one, but this is the important one. It was 2 years since my most dangerous attempt, what have I learnt. Life is what you make of it.  I never thought IContinue reading “2 years… what have I learnt?”

Sorry I’ve been MIA…

Heyyy  I should probably explain myself. There is a post coming soon on November and its significance in my life. There’s also many posts needing to make up for time lost recently. I’ve been struggling. It’s half one on a Thursday afternoon and I’m currently on a train in a National Lockdown escaping the mostContinue reading “Sorry I’ve been MIA…”

October

Heyyyy It’s a bit later than usual to do my monthly recap but I’ve been busy, so it’s been kind of difficult to piece together my month. Here we go. Just a quick thank you and I love you to everyone for yesterday’s post, the support was incredible and not only that but the trafficContinue reading “October”

10 years with Anxiety and Depression

Heyy Never thought I’d write this one. I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I’ve hit this insane milestone in something which has genuinely changed my life. Eleven-year-old me was clueless but we’ve come so far, here is a letter to pre-anxious and depressed me.  Dear me, You are eleven, you’re still aContinue reading “10 years with Anxiety and Depression”

It’s okay to be afraid to get help but…

Heyyy I began writing in a depressive state/panic attack yesterday, and I read it back this morning and was horrified. But what I wanted to say was important, I act on here as if I’m cured or in a somewhat better place and though I am feeling much better than ever before I am nowhereContinue reading “It’s okay to be afraid to get help but…”

World Mental Health Day 2020

Heyyyy Not long since my last post but a very important day and also anniversary for me. It is four years since I first spoke out about my bipolar disorder today!!!! FOUR YEARS!!!! It feels like it has flown by and in January it’ll be five years of diagnosis which I just think is incredible.Continue reading “World Mental Health Day 2020”

September

Heyyyy Wow look at me actually managing to do more than a post a week, who knew that was going to be possible. I’ve been particularly lazy recently and though I know that university beginning will knock me back into schedule I’m trying to take matters into my own hands before. I’m also running onContinue reading “September”

Am I thriving on Tinder? How has Dating Apps affected my Mental Health?

Heyyy I’ve had this in my drafts since the start of August, I’ve been toying with the reality that writing this could cause me more problems than show the benefits. However, as previously mentioned I’ve been single for a very long time and so for me dating apps have been a part of my journeyContinue reading “Am I thriving on Tinder? How has Dating Apps affected my Mental Health?”

Bipolar Disorder

Heyyy I am officially in Carlisle!! I finally moved up north and it’s so far been so amazing. Despite barely leaving my flat I’ve felt so positive and shockingly haven’t been overwhelmed. I noticed last night that I was becoming messy and my room was already slipping and so I made a list of productiveContinue reading “Bipolar Disorder”

Suicide Prevention Month

Heyyy I’m going to stop apologising for my posts being scarcer and accept that I’m becoming busier and whilst I’m under this level of stress finding the time to dedicate to writing and making it good is becoming harder and harder. I have so many drafts of posts I’ve began and then realised I’m waffling,Continue reading “Suicide Prevention Month”