Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…

Heyyy I’m back! I’ve been at home packing for the past week or so, it’s been so stressful and tiring. I hate packing, it’s the thing I hate most in life and yet I find myself packing so frequently whether that be for a quick weekend home or the biggest move of my life soContinue reading “Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…”

Life got better, didn’t it?

Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”

Welcome to 2021…

Heyyy This is my last post in 2020 and I’m incredibly shocked and proud. I’ve had this blog for five months now and all I’ve shared has meant so much. I’ve had a few bits of negativity from this, but it’s mainly been positive, I’m so grateful for both the negative and the positive, it’sContinue reading “Welcome to 2021…”

December

Heyyyy It’s a bit late again, I’ve been so busy as most people are around December, but it’s been such a good month I can’t wait to update you all. It is also the last month of 2020, which is incredible- I am so excited for it to be over.  This month has been aboutContinue reading “December”

Why 2020 has been terrible…

Heyyy everyone I began writing this post a week ago then I fell into a state of anxiety and couldn’t finish it. I wanted to but I truly didn’t know how to even put together this year. I began my year in pain, a week prior having had a two-day stint in A&E with aContinue reading “Why 2020 has been terrible…”

Body Image: I hate my figure.

Heyyy TW: anorexia and mention of harm. Christmas holidays are coming so soon, I can’t wait because even though I have a ridiculous amount of work I’ll be at home and that’ll settle me. It’s also my favourite time of the year, as it leads up to my birthday too. Genuinely can’t wait, I’m justContinue reading “Body Image: I hate my figure.”

November… it gets harder every year

Hiiii loves I should be more vocal again; it’s the time of the year when my seasonal depression has more than kicked in and though it’s been rough, I’m making my way through the month. Here we go though, here’s my monthly recap with a twist. Two weeks back I mourned, and I fought withContinue reading “November… it gets harder every year”

10 years with Anxiety and Depression

Heyy Never thought I’d write this one. I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I’ve hit this insane milestone in something which has genuinely changed my life. Eleven-year-old me was clueless but we’ve come so far, here is a letter to pre-anxious and depressed me.  Dear me, You are eleven, you’re still aContinue reading “10 years with Anxiety and Depression”

It’s okay to be afraid to get help but…

Heyyy I began writing in a depressive state/panic attack yesterday, and I read it back this morning and was horrified. But what I wanted to say was important, I act on here as if I’m cured or in a somewhat better place and though I am feeling much better than ever before I am nowhereContinue reading “It’s okay to be afraid to get help but…”

World Mental Health Day 2020

Heyyyy Not long since my last post but a very important day and also anniversary for me. It is four years since I first spoke out about my bipolar disorder today!!!! FOUR YEARS!!!! It feels like it has flown by and in January it’ll be five years of diagnosis which I just think is incredible.Continue reading “World Mental Health Day 2020”