Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING

Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”

I’m back

Heyyy I’ve started writing this so many times, I don’t know where to start or what to say. I want to apologise for being gone for a while, I’ll try to explain but I don’t know how well it’s going to go… In April I dropped horrifically, my mental health was at the lowest it’sContinue reading “I’m back”

Dark Thoughts

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”

Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…

Heyyy I’m back! I’ve been at home packing for the past week or so, it’s been so stressful and tiring. I hate packing, it’s the thing I hate most in life and yet I find myself packing so frequently whether that be for a quick weekend home or the biggest move of my life soContinue reading “Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…”

Life got better, didn’t it?

Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”

Welcome to 2021…

Heyyy This is my last post in 2020 and I’m incredibly shocked and proud. I’ve had this blog for five months now and all I’ve shared has meant so much. I’ve had a few bits of negativity from this, but it’s mainly been positive, I’m so grateful for both the negative and the positive, it’sContinue reading “Welcome to 2021…”

December

Heyyyy It’s a bit late again, I’ve been so busy as most people are around December, but it’s been such a good month I can’t wait to update you all. It is also the last month of 2020, which is incredible- I am so excited for it to be over.  This month has been aboutContinue reading “December”

Why 2020 has been terrible…

Heyyy everyone I began writing this post a week ago then I fell into a state of anxiety and couldn’t finish it. I wanted to but I truly didn’t know how to even put together this year. I began my year in pain, a week prior having had a two-day stint in A&E with aContinue reading “Why 2020 has been terrible…”

Body Image: I hate my figure.

Heyyy TW: anorexia and mention of harm. Christmas holidays are coming so soon, I can’t wait because even though I have a ridiculous amount of work I’ll be at home and that’ll settle me. It’s also my favourite time of the year, as it leads up to my birthday too. Genuinely can’t wait, I’m justContinue reading “Body Image: I hate my figure.”

November… it gets harder every year

Hiiii loves I should be more vocal again; it’s the time of the year when my seasonal depression has more than kicked in and though it’s been rough, I’m making my way through the month. Here we go though, here’s my monthly recap with a twist. Two weeks back I mourned, and I fought withContinue reading “November… it gets harder every year”