Hi everyone, Just like that the year has come to a close, tomorrow is New Years Eve and we’re finally seeing the end of 2021. 2021 has been a bittersweet year for myself and as it draws to a close I’m keen to reflect more than ever. New Years Eve is usually a harrowing timeContinue reading “Bye 2021, Hello 2022”
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A big return
Hey everyone I’ve been gone over two months, I hope this little update gives you some sense of understanding into how tough the last two months have been. My last post spoke about how overwhelmed I felt, I don’t think I did it justice just how underwater I was. I would cry everyday, I stoppedContinue reading “A big return”
Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING
Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”
I’m back
Heyyy I’ve started writing this so many times, I don’t know where to start or what to say. I want to apologise for being gone for a while, I’ll try to explain but I don’t know how well it’s going to go… In April I dropped horrifically, my mental health was at the lowest it’sContinue reading “I’m back”
Dark Thoughts
TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”
Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…
Heyyy I’m back! I’ve been at home packing for the past week or so, it’s been so stressful and tiring. I hate packing, it’s the thing I hate most in life and yet I find myself packing so frequently whether that be for a quick weekend home or the biggest move of my life soContinue reading “Lessons I needed to learn before I turned 20…”
Life got better, didn’t it?
Heyyy Sorry for being MIA again, I’ve had deadlines all week and I really should be working on instead of typing this, but I’ve been really low, and I finally understand how I’m feeling enough to write about it. The upcoming weeks are full of hand-ins/finding literature and meetings which is exciting, but also meansContinue reading “Life got better, didn’t it?”
Welcome to 2021…
Heyyy This is my last post in 2020 and I’m incredibly shocked and proud. I’ve had this blog for five months now and all I’ve shared has meant so much. I’ve had a few bits of negativity from this, but it’s mainly been positive, I’m so grateful for both the negative and the positive, it’sContinue reading “Welcome to 2021…”
December
Heyyyy It’s a bit late again, I’ve been so busy as most people are around December, but it’s been such a good month I can’t wait to update you all. It is also the last month of 2020, which is incredible- I am so excited for it to be over. This month has been aboutContinue reading “December”
Why 2020 has been terrible…
Heyyy everyone I began writing this post a week ago then I fell into a state of anxiety and couldn’t finish it. I wanted to but I truly didn’t know how to even put together this year. I began my year in pain, a week prior having had a two-day stint in A&E with aContinue reading “Why 2020 has been terrible…”
More than a Diagnosis 