Where do I want to be in 5 years?

Heyy I’m so sorry for the inactivity recently, I’ve been dealing with my health which is in turn terrifying me and making me feel very guilty. It’s not a good time to be honest, I’ve been terribly down and have spent a lot of time crying to myself. I’ve had a lot of time toContinue reading “Where do I want to be in 5 years?”

Packing/Moving on

Heyyy!! I want to begin by apologising for my lack of posts this week, between stressing about some health problems and stressing about my move up to Carlisle writing a post wasn’t something I was jumping out of the seat to do to be completely honest. I’m currently on a long road trip down fromContinue reading “Packing/Moving on”

Dieting with PCOS

I’m currently writing this from my depression pit which I’ve built up at home for a bit of privacy; I’ve been dealing with a bout of food poisoning which is slowly draining all my energy. I spent the whole of Wednesday in pain crying hardly moving, a real highlight being having to get my sisterContinue reading “Dieting with PCOS”

To my Best Friends…

I was having a conversation with a mate of mine recently about last year, for both of us it was the worst year of our lives so far. Recalling some pretty dark moments and feelings I noticed things I hadn’t really paid attention to before. My friends were everything to me last year, I wasContinue reading “To my Best Friends…”

HAPPY ONE MONTH

Heyyyy I’m finally getting back on track with writing posts and scheduling them, so I’m not constantly stressed. I’m currently writing this on the 8th of August in what is undoubtedly unbearable heat; I am basically melting.  I just want to say thank you to everyone who has read any of my posts, we’re almost atContinue reading “HAPPY ONE MONTH”

Learning to Love Myself enough to not need a Relationship

Hiyaaa There is more of my life that I have hated myself than loved. That upsets me. I have done so much in my twenty-one years on this planet to look back and think that majority of it I have hated myself is honestly tragic. I went through stages hating my personality, most of myContinue reading “Learning to Love Myself enough to not need a Relationship”

Sacrifice

Heyyyy I’m so sorry this has taken me so long; between doing some university shopping and getting back into this new state of normality I’ve been having some terrible low moods. This has led to a lack of motivation and I am truly struggling to do much without feeling exhausted, I hope that this feelingContinue reading “Sacrifice”

Being the Underachieving Child

Heyyyy Sorry I didn’t post yesterday; I had such a headache from sitting on flights all day with a mask and not hydrating properly that I barely started writing something which I’ve since voided. I also started something else but then decided it was rubbish last minute, I’m a little bit of a mess atContinue reading “Being the Underachieving Child”

Living with Anxiety

Hey!! I started writing this 3 weeks ago. It wasn’t the planned post for today, but I noticed that the topic was getting me angry and I didn’t want to write in a place of rage so that post will have to wait.  My anxiety is the calmest of my mental illnesses, sometimes I physicallyContinue reading “Living with Anxiety”