the small victories

Tw: weight loss talk Hey everyone, I’ve been wanting to make a return to this for so long and yet everything I’ve wrote hasn’t explained why I’ve been so absent. Until I’m able to put into words what the past few months have been like I want to share some happy things, some things thatContinue reading “the small victories”

Bye 2021, Hello 2022

Hi everyone, Just like that the year has come to a close, tomorrow is New Years Eve and we’re finally seeing the end of 2021. 2021 has been a bittersweet year for myself and as it draws to a close I’m keen to reflect more than ever. New Years Eve is usually a harrowing timeContinue reading “Bye 2021, Hello 2022”

My Alcohol Addiction: an update

Hey everyone As we close 2021 I thought I should finally return to the blog with what has been the lead reason for my most recent breakdowns. I began trauma therapy a month ago, I was struggling to get through an experience without help and thus was ruining my chances of happiness. I chose toContinue reading “My Alcohol Addiction: an update”

Dieting with PCOS – an update

Hey everyone!! Today I want to give you all an update on how my weight loss journey is going, it’s been over a year since I began this journey and though in the first 9 months I saw weight gain and stability I’m finally seeing the results. For new readers let me give you someContinue reading “Dieting with PCOS – an update”

A big return

Hey everyone I’ve been gone over two months, I hope this little update gives you some sense of understanding into how tough the last two months have been. My last post spoke about how overwhelmed I felt, I don’t think I did it justice just how underwater I was. I would cry everyday, I stoppedContinue reading “A big return”

Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING

Hey everyone, I’ve not really been great with typing recently, between beginning a new job and trying to make progress with my dissertation I’ve cried most days in the past month. My brain is working overtime just to make sure I get my stuff done as quick as possible, and as good as I knowContinue reading “Overwhelmed with EVERYTHING”

I’m back

Heyyy I’ve started writing this so many times, I don’t know where to start or what to say. I want to apologise for being gone for a while, I’ll try to explain but I don’t know how well it’s going to go… In April I dropped horrifically, my mental health was at the lowest it’sContinue reading “I’m back”

Dark Thoughts

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self-harm, General Mental Illness Talk. Hi everyone, long time I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My last post spoke about hitting 100 days sober and since I’m happy to announce I’ve been able to have a drink. I’ve not overdone it or felt the need to have a drink everyContinue reading “Dark Thoughts”

100 days sober

Heyyyy I hope you’ve all been doing well; I’ve had the strangest few days seeing different members of family and a job interview up in Dundee. I’m writing this on route to London where I’m finally getting my Coronavirus vaccine, I can’t wait to finally be a bit safer from this virus after this longContinue reading “100 days sober”

Emotional Hoarding ruined my week

Hiiyaaa I hope everyone has had a good week; it’s been so surreal returning to shops after so long. I didn’t realise how much I missed the concept of walking into a shop and being able to look and feel clothes rather than ordering some VERY hit and miss clothes online. Monday I finally gotContinue reading “Emotional Hoarding ruined my week”